Obituary for Suspira

I am afraid to say from what I know that the player behind Sus has indeed passed away. The rumour mill has done it rounds to many re Suspira and their passing, so I shall answer it here and probably do an inadequate job in trying to pass on my thoughts and feelings for them and their family, but I shall try.

Not even sure where to start really, apart from the pain and shock I felt at the news and have done ever since with many tears shed. Given this is someone I have never met or spoken to by the phone, skype etc then this should start to tell you something of their great character, that they could effect others in such a way. It was a hammer blow to my very core and one I will always remember, but that was just the event and it tells nothing of why I, and I am sure, many others will remember.

A person who was quite unique, always competitive, deciding to accomplish something and then to work and work to do it. Faced with impossible odds, the answer: Try harder, do more, learn more, just finding a way to be better. I understand that Sus very much enjoyed their time in game and had many friends and people to enjoy the time with. I will try and avoid saying what Sus would think, one it is too damn painful, and second people will all have their own thoughts and impressions.

For me the best thing about the person behind the avatar was the personality and the character. Having spent hours a day with them for the last couple of years or so, I can only be thankful for knowing them. In conversation about the most difficult things in people's lives, including mine, a willing listener was always there. Any who have had the time to get to know Sus will have appreciated the sense of fun and humour that was always present, you may not have got it always, but it was always there even during what must have been the most difficult and painful of times.

I am sure you will all have your own thoughts and tales of your experiences with Sus, some good and probably some in game you may not have liked. But either way the character always kind natured, you don't get the nick name healing queen on a whim of people. I don't really want to touch on the game character too much, because such was the character of the actual person it would be wrong to think of them as a mere avatar. I have had some of the most enjoyable conversations with someone I could not see. To communicate so powerfully and inventively by text alone was a most wonderful gift. Some call it odd, but everyone's sense of humour does not always agree with another's. And Sus's sense of mirth was always wider than their girth (whatever that might have been) "> .

When I heard what happened, it felt as though a hole had been ripped through me, it feels worse now that it is sinking in. I am sorry Sus that I cannot do justice to you in this simple post. There is too much you did, too many things you have helped people with, too much laughter shared, and now on my part too many tears. I look each time logging on hoping beyond hope that you may appear but of course that gaping hole will never be filled again.

With hindsight I get it but I am just so sorry I couldn't say goodbye. But thanks for logging in so somebody could and I hope you felt as always that you were among friends and family.

As I said at the top of this, I can not do you justice as to your character and personality but I will always remember you. I have shed 1000 tears and likely 10000 more till it all sinks in. But for knowing you and the million laughs that were shared then I would take that 100 times over.

Most of all I really want to say I just miss my very good friend.

RF

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Suspira, you were the brightest light in our D.E. world. You are now the brightest star shining over Adan. So bright we can see you even in our perpetual daytime

We love you and will miss you. ">
Loved you Suspira, will miss your flowers and smiles.
I want to say that was very heart felt, and what kind and lovely words, it's great to see when friendships are made on here they hold true, suspira was an amazing person, I remember the first war with her, disorientated me about 5 times, and messaged me, wake up with a smiley face, and I knew she was a good one, , she was a great friend to many, and my thoughts go out to friends and family
a very nice person always willing to give advice and a few kind words a great person respect always please god look after them
Will miss you Suspira your were an awesome player and person.
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Sus, you will be missed and you will be remembered.
You always listened to any problems one could imagine and you always had some good advice and warm words ready.
I won't forget that, nor the times you have been there for me.


For all those alive and close to her too, I cry, not just for her loss but for all of you and I hope you will not let the grief overcome the good times.
Time continues.
Let the good memories be what stays in the end.
She was a tough fighter, light hearted and definitely a player, she helped me often and we had times of fun and always respectful banter. Although I never knew her past her toon she seemed like a very nice person and I would have loved to have had the opportunity to of met her. Much respect to her family, friends and my sympathy goes out to them and her clan.

She will be missed here and never replaced, yet always remembered. I will keep her on my friends list always as my little way of remembering her.
no words......
Although I never had the chance to know her very good I am really sorry for her, friend or foe in game doesn't matter we are all people here and that should come first. It's a great loss for all of us in this game that we knew her and for sure a greater loss for everyone dear in her life.
i didn't know suspira very well,, just the few ass kickings i got.. very sad for her loss. Such a strong DE player - will be missed
Suspira...gosh I'll miss ma amie.

You taught me that this game is, at the end of the day, nothing more than a game. You knew how hot headed I could be, but you always tried to protect me. It's that or you don't know the difference between a gray and a black bc sphere . I'll miss my favourite person to discuss the world's problems with and laugh with people. I wish I could send you those fries and chocolate now, you'd love them! ">
You were not only experienced in game, but also in life. I'm sure that you'll leave a hole in your family that can't be filled up, you were an amazing woman.
Despite to what some think, Suspira rarely ought it personal when she bc'd you, she'd bc me too...but a game is a game, as you taught me, and it isn't to be taken too seriously and personally.

I'm sure you'll be missed in this divided, yet close community of gamers. And your family and friends will surely miss you even harder.
Farewell, ma chère amie, j'espère que tu n'avait pas trop du mal quand tu es parté.
This left a huge dent in me. It took me a few more seconds to snap out of my disbelief after reading the initial title, but here I still sit reading through the whole page and hope in vain that it's false... Now it's really starting to sting... She was a truly amazing person and a real inspiration for us all; she definitely was for me. I found that she cared for many like she would family - selflessly guiding, defending, and standing up for not only friends or clannies but any of us.

Rest in peace, Sus. You will be greatly missed.
Enjoyed playing with Suspira ... great wars and always there to help when needed ... I still remember my first Adan even when I attacked an elite by mistake but Suspira picked up my help message and took care of everything ... always nice and fair (to me at least and think with many) ... my sincere and deepest condolences to his familly. Rest peace Suspira ">
Nothing then respect !!!

We will miss you
Thank you RF for the beautiful text. Im so verysorry to hear about this.She will be sorely missed. Rest in peace.
League Of Legends shows her respect, for a respectful fighter

We will miss you
Suspira,

Rest in peace
Suspira,

Your kindness, understanding and wisdom will be what I miss most. I only hope that you understood the depth of appreciation and friendships you had here. The news is a shock and it's a very sad time for all of us who called you friend. I will miss this person, the one I could rely on for help, this person who provided leadership and always seemed to be selflessly willing to give of time and experience, it has been an honor knowing what part of you I have gotten to know.

May you rest in peace my friend.
I am so saddened to get this news. Sus you will be missed greatly. My personal nurse My thoughts and prayers to all your family and friends. I know you are with God now may you Rest In Peace.
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